wow'd...

I am so blessed.  I LOVE this life that God has blessed me with.  It's not always easy.  It often seems NOT to be what I would have chosen for myself.  Not that I wouldn't choose THIS life, but I would not have chosen THESE struggles.  Although, I don't think you can really seperate the two, can you.  So I go.  I move forward because God gives me everything I need.  Right when I need it.  I am so in love with my boys.  So in love with my husband.  So in love with the fact that my job is to take care of them.  

As most of you know, this is our BIRTHDAY BLAST month.  Joseph turned 3 April 6th, me 30--something April 7th, and Nathan will be 6 on April 12th.  It is emotional this year.  For 2 out of the 3 years of Joseph's life we weeped and waited and hoped for him to come home.  HE MADE IT.  I can't really put  into words how it feels.  I am just wow'd by God.  Nathan turning 6 is blowing my mind too.  Didn't I just have him?!  We are beyond blessed.  I am feeling overwhelmingly thankful for all that God has done for me and my family.  It wasn't so long ago....for a brief moment I almost wasn't here.  God knew that there was a Nathan and a Joseph in my future.  Wow.  I love you God.

Tracy