Joseph's first birthday

Today is Joseph's first birthday, and I am much sadder than I thought I would be. Tra and I haven't really talked about it yet, but I am sure she is feeling the same way. This morning we told Nathan and he asked if that meant that Joseph was coming home. I almost cried right then.

We both thought about sending somethings down for him, but individually decided not to. Maybe we are subconsciously just wanting him to enjoy those things when he gets home.

We have been in PGN now for 14 or 15 weeks and I am starting to lose my patience. Nine months of knowing and loving this kid and yet we still have no word on getting into our home. It is a little like pregnancy, but there is not a delivery date just around the corner. We only had to wait 8 months for Nathan!

I guess that is it for now.

Tim